I am going to be twenty years old.
bwickman: I will continue to wake up every day and stare at these same four walls and this same ceiling. I will take seven pills every morning with a glass of orange juice. I will go to school Monday through Friday. Every Tuesday, Thursday, and Sunday I will go to work. Every other Monday, I will put a needle into one of my thighs. Tomorrow will be my right leg. I will continue trying to improve...
It’s sad to me that in our society full of vanity and self-obsession, a girl being “natural” or not wearing make-up usually means that she’s only wearing foundation, mascara, and cover-up. Why do women feel the need to hide from their natural skin, or eyes, or any aspect of their bodies? This isn’t to say that I don’t wear make-up, or I think that make-up in...
markbutler: Paul Barribeau- When It Snows...
tryingtobebrave asked: i believe in you ! do it girl. miss yoU!
Views on drugs and alcohol.
I think everyone knows how I feel about drugs. I’ll never do them, and I don’t condone any form of harder drugs. But if you wanna smoke pot, it’s not a big deal unless you become a lesser version of yourself. It’s almost the same deal with drinking. Drink if you wanna drink. As long as it doesn’t become a problem, and as long as you don’t drive. I know people...
My last kiss
was this morning, when Jimmy was leaving for work.
I'm currently worrying about
going back to school, and losing weight. Both of which have a lot to do with personal goals, and the aching anxiety that I will never achieve what I want.
I’ve been cheated on more than once, and I’ve been the person that someone cheated with. They both suck fairly equally. If you cheat on someone, I can’t really retain much respect for you. I don’t really have much else to say on that without getting too personal.
The person I like and why I like them.
Sometimes when you reach a certain level of comfort with someone, it’s hard to talk about why you might like or love them, because there are a lot of reasons why you do, as well as a lot of things that might make you want to strangle them. That being said, Jimmy is a great boyfriend, and an even better friend. I don’t think I need to explain any more than that to the internet.
Things that irritate me about people.
Males (obviously not every guy) Their massive egos. The fact that they think women jokes are funny or acceptable because “they’re just joking”, despite the fact that they are offensive. Acting like everything that their friends’ girlfriends do is because they’re a bitch. Flirtation with every girl they see, even if they have a girlfriend. Constant...
What I wear to bed.
If I’m somewhere other than my house, probably shorts and a t-shirt. If I’m at my house, generally just a t-shirt.
We’re not attacking women who fit the standard, we’re attacking the fact that...– chauvinistsushi (via mangouste)
The kind of person
that attracts me is someone who smiles. I cannot express just how important a great smile is to me, and how important it is for that smile to be present very often. Making me laugh is a part of that, as well as being able to laugh at themselves. I’m also very attracted to intelligence. Physically, I’m more attracted to taller, bigger guys. Strength without protruding muscles is...
In the past two years
I have changed immensely. I’ve written a lot about this before, so I won’t go on and on. But my friends have made me a much better person, through both their kindness and their hurtfulness. My boyfriend has made me a much better person, through the best of times, and the worst of times. I am stronger, I am happier, and I am more independent. By no means am I finished changing or...
Things I do when I'm alone
Basically all I do is sit around in my Snuggie, eat string cheese, and watch a lot of made-for-TV movies. Sometimes I get really crazy and order a movie OnDemand.
Something that really bothers me
is the way that the NFL, specifically some of its more popular TV commentators, glorify Ben Roethlisberger. “Big Ben” is the scum of the Earth, and should be treated as such. Rape two women? You’ll just be suspended for a few games, and welcomed back like the hero to all mankind. Every fan will buy your jersey, every announcer will praise your every move. I’m sorry,...
can't have a dog
So, me and Jimmy are getting a baby rabbit! (100% certain. We even have the lil girl picked out!!) Jimmy wants to name her Action Hank, so… Female name suggestions?